Tomorrow

They said the happy girl came back. They express they all like me happy as before.  

I came back? I am not sure, or I am sure not. I did not know what was  grief before, and what was loneliness. At that time, I was really happy everyday. However, for a very long time, I have not known what is happiness. I feel my heart was empty. Do you know that feeling? I don’t know what I am living and working for every day. Maybe you meet a happy girl, but that is just her face, not her heart. 

What did I lose at all? What do I want? And what am I waiting for? …